From a Mother

Submitted from a concerned Mother:

I'm scared. But not for the reasons you think. I'm scared because you chose experimental drugs.

I'm scared because they have a long list of possible side effects I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. But now I'm watching and praying that they don't become your side effects.

I'm scared about being around you, because I've learned the hard way that shedding is real and causes ME health issues. I desperately want to be close to you and support you.

But I'm scared. What if the shedding side effects are permanent? I chose not to do experimental drugs so I have a chance of seeing my children grow up. To do my best at being here for them.

I'm scared I'll have to choose between supporting you thru suffering, and keeping a safe distance.

I'm crying because of what your choice could entail. That you didn't weigh the risks on both sides. That you felt bullied into your choice.

I'm crying because I have to choose how to keep my family safe from you.

I'm crying because I hate this.